The only drug.

May 2010 is coming to its end, my semester break so far was kind of flat and bored i  assumed. Same routines everyday, again and again, driving me lost and torture my life slowly! Luckily, accompanying me all this while and always does is music. I'm so in love with music. "Music is my hot hot sex", a line from a lyric of the band CSS just suits me and my situation here! When its coming to music, i think there will be not enough space for me to write here, and if i do so, all of you guys must be bored, certainly!

My fond to music does not including and referring to all of the genres, I'm not an all rounded listener, plus, i don't really listen to the mainstream music,I do listened, but not much. Sometimes when people talks about famous artists and their songs, i don't even know about them! How bad is that?ha ha..Of course there are reasons why i walked and past through all these mainstream stuffs, I walks my own path, different path. However, i didn't underestimate them, or want to argue bout it, for me, a true music lover don't judge on other genres, and they don't feel superior of what  they are listening. Sadly and annoying enough, i have had encountered few  peoples that is conversely from what I mentioned above, in my life,and i  just let them with their attitudes, let  it be. 
Back to my subject, my writing here is actually to tell and shares with you guys on how I manage to survive striving hardly enough through boredom. Revealing the secret!:
Music is my 'placebo' surviving this!. Here are my top ten songs of this month.( I listened to these songs repeating all over again this month.)

• Bedroom Avenue,by Goodnight Electric.
• Vanished, by Crystal Castles.
• Courtship Dating, by Crystal Castles.
• Amsterdam, by Peter Bjorn and John.
• Falling Down, by Oasis.
• The Sun Smells Too Loud, by Mogwai.
• Girls and Boys in School, by Neon Trees.
• Black Balloon, by The Kills.
• Growing Pains, by La Roux.
• Cath, by Death Cab for Cutie.

 Music has inspired and drug me.This is my drug. Well if anyone read this, and shares the same interests with me, we can exchange our listening materials.
Feel free to do so.:)
Mind to Fingertips,
-Afq Apnk-

Ciggies Love

Literally, I'm breathing toxic everyday, this is a love to death fairytale,"happily ever after..." Ha ha, well i know this kind of love will eventually taken its toll on me. I've heard someone once said, "Smoking effects on human is just the same if we consumed chicken excessively..." and i do believe that. Eating chicken or anything meaty will gives bad effects on you, and the same goes with smoking, in facts if anything goes over the limit or below the right requirement, will affects you, it must run smoothly with appropriate amount and the right proportions, within the right time. They must be controlled.
Starting just for fun and want to try how it feels, I finally, officially become a smoker, life in the campus has dragged me to this, well, how can i run? Everyone around me is a smoker, plus with the pressure compressing in, and letting myself  know how "best" is ciggies before; doesn't help! Ha ha..
Smoking ciggies the best way for me are:

• Enjoying it with coffee.
• When feelings/minds are intertwined.
• Cold weather or rainy day.
• With loud music.
• After eating a great meals for sure.

However, my smoking habit is still under controlled i supposed, just like i said before, I managed to set how many ciggies must I enjoyed in a day.:) One thing for sure, I've promised to my self, "I will not taking any damn drugs!"; I have seen how these things dragging people, and I will not be fooled by them!
Bottom of it, whoever want to mess with these, think thoroughly, and don't forget, everything has their own level of limitation.
Mind to fingertips,
-Afq Apnk-

Tick Tock....

Stepping forward to my second post, well, time move very fast around us, we don't even realize how sometimes the pace of time has gives many impacts in our lives. While chilling around wasting times, many opportunities are actually have been past over us just like that. I've just finished my second semester in Uitm Lendu, Melaka, and how fast is that?!..
Looking back at the previous semester, one event after another occurred, and some of them has put impacts in my live and my mind as well. Here i will list out my top ten events that happened last semester (January-April 2010), and believe me, these are somehow still fresh in my mind and some of them have made me changed my perspectives towards on certain things.
The top ten list of January-April 2010(without order):

• The end of a relationship.(we are still good.)
• Friends showing their true colour.(lot of stories.)
  
• Sleeping disorder getting worse.
• New friends.
• The bond among friends are strengthened .
• Too much laid back.
• Discovery of new bands.(always does)
• Less involved in the 'scene'.
• Money going down.
• Bundle stuffs.

There you go! my list of last semester. There are many more that occurred in that period of time, but they have made it in my list. Later...
Mind to Fingertips,
-Afq Apnk-

Front Door...

Bismillah...:D

Welcome to the Mute Bubble Space, afq apnk blog; my blog. For a moment, i never expect that i will be a blogger one day. As i can recalled, there's this one time before where i found everyone around me are blogging; at that moment i, i assumed that the time is not right for me to blogging yet and it is quite a heavy stuff for me to play with. Well, times rapid movement changes everything around them, and so do i.:)
- i just found the right time to start i guess....
Blog in my eyes is the place where i can share stories, ideas, knowledge, review on things and many more.Here in the Mute Bubble Space, i will basically talk about my past experiences, my interests, perspectives on things , summary of things and shares different many other topics. Blog is a substitution of diary as well, it stores memories, and here will lies my memories.
For anyone who will read the contents of the Mute Bubble Space, welcome and thank you for sacrificing your time here. I hope your visits here will gives benefits, and if not, sorry!! heh..;)

Mind to Fingertips,
-Afq Apnk-