Something Good Can Work

The end of semester three just relieved me somehow, and I've been left this 'space' for a very long time; since I don't have the time to spend here. This semester went well, taking me travelling into many ups and downs of life and that's how it should be. The lesson that I've learned are that; first, God always got a better plan for you, after the struggle that you have made, you will earn something. We just need to believe in that. Second, don't be afraid when u had done something wrong or made a mistake, it will make you to be a better person; knowing the mistakes that we have made, let us know how bad it will affect on us, thus, making us to judge ourself.

Well, here is the summary of semester three spend in Malacca:

Equation will explain it more further. 

Boredom+ Dumb acts + Nocturnal = Roof hangout, Lake swim.

Load of tasks+ Laziness+ Low budget = Lousy outcomes.

Times+ Friends true color = Drama. 

Times + mistakes = People change. ( make a change)

Times = Meeting new peoples! =B!

Mind to fingertips,

Falling,

-Afq Apnk-

Sky of Lendu
*what can you guys see??

Do i really love this? or i just want to be 'cool?'

Growing up in a city has brought me to meet with different peoples with any kind of attitudes. Teenage years of mixing around with different peoples, make you much more matured in terms of many things. Sometimes, growing up in the city, has let u see the stuffs that teenagers aren't supposed to be exposed in that early ages.
The rebellious fire that burnt inside that make us want to go all against the rules, and how easy i was to lose my temper back then, well, I'm very thankful to god, from the 'ground' that i stood up right now, i can say that I'm not too far away drifting, but it does take me away a bit.


From time to time of me hanging out, there's one thing that i notice in our culture Malaysia; we accepted outside culture easily. Without any questions or judgments, as long as it look cool in our eyes, we took it, adapt it with our culture. however, that's the reason why we've got so many different cultures and genres in our music. Nevertheless, we got so many peoples that have lost their roots and grip.


Above statement is not the topic that i want to discuss out yet,i always get annoyed of poseurs/copycat! poseur is a person who affects some behaviour, style, attitude or other condition, often to impress or influence others but in facts, they are pretending to be something that they didn't have the knowledge ( something that he/she is not).
why?? because as far that i knew, by the time of me hanging out and experiences,
they think that what they do is right and cool/ up-to-date enough, plus they even dare to underrated other people whom they think are not at their 'class'. bulls***!.
I'm not considering I'm a very cool and high standard person, i prefer much silence acts of my own,and stay down low, away from all the main lights. I'm not saying that I'm a good person, neither a bad person, but i have my own 'ground' and fundamental grip that I'm still holding on tight! we must not forget that we still got our religion to be consider!
So,for those people out there, including my friends who think that they might be one of them , please
stop what you are doing, if you are not capable of doing it drastically, get it done gradually.
If you really think that that something is really cool and you have found your interest, make sure you really ask yourself " Do i really love this? or i just want to be 'cool?'" Solve that first! Then, u get to know it slowly.
Don't forget that we all have our own roots and fundamental basis.


mind to fingertips,
-Afq Apnk-

* i think I'm cool enough in this costumes

-YOU ARE A JOKE!

sigh~

 I'm back to this 'space'!, i'm sorry due to my absence in a while, I've to deal with my annoying broadband, and so i get bored with it, busying myself with some other things.
Here we are! after few months of missing in action, i'm back! There are so many things to share and to talk about. Now, i'm in a new semester, moving another step forward, passing through times, bringing the changes all around me.
For this new semester, the seniors were right, this particular semester was horrible, assignmentshits are everywhere: they are all out of control!
Tracing back my period of when i'm 'missing in action', many things happened, pushing and taking us to move forward; moving to positive or negative, all up to individual.
well enough crap, here are my math of that 'period' til now:


campus + the crazyheads x boredom = dumb acts.
laziness + assignments + playtimes = last minute work = thumbs up!
absurd expenses + craving needs = money burned.
question + experience + question + experience =  another question (???)

mind to fingertips,
-Afq Apnk-

Ciggies Love

Literally, I'm breathing toxic everyday, this is a love to death fairytale,"happily ever after..." Ha ha, well i know this kind of love will eventually taken its toll on me. I've heard someone once said, "Smoking effects on human is just the same if we consumed chicken excessively..." and i do believe that. Eating chicken or anything meaty will gives bad effects on you, and the same goes with smoking, in facts if anything goes over the limit or below the right requirement, will affects you, it must run smoothly with appropriate amount and the right proportions, within the right time. They must be controlled.
Starting just for fun and want to try how it feels, I finally, officially become a smoker, life in the campus has dragged me to this, well, how can i run? Everyone around me is a smoker, plus with the pressure compressing in, and letting myself  know how "best" is ciggies before; doesn't help! Ha ha..
Smoking ciggies the best way for me are:

• Enjoying it with coffee.
• When feelings/minds are intertwined.
• Cold weather or rainy day.
• With loud music.
• After eating a great meals for sure.

However, my smoking habit is still under controlled i supposed, just like i said before, I managed to set how many ciggies must I enjoyed in a day.:) One thing for sure, I've promised to my self, "I will not taking any damn drugs!"; I have seen how these things dragging people, and I will not be fooled by them!
Bottom of it, whoever want to mess with these, think thoroughly, and don't forget, everything has their own level of limitation.
Mind to fingertips,
-Afq Apnk-